Major Hormonal Issue

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Malam tu dapat briyani ni, abah jemput lepas keje gi warta semata-mata nak mentekedarah briyani. banyak gila makan, habis sepinggan!! selalu nasik separuh ni tak, full plate. dengan dua piring popadem and sebijik air kelapa. hahhahhahah!!!! thanks abah. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Last nite was a weird nite. and i had my 1st BAD craving for this pregnancy.

i couldn't sleep. actually i should be able to sleep because i went out half d day [refer to bInx::head burstin' out blog] so i was so very tired.

2.30 am... i woke up. twisting myself here and there. nope couldn't twitch my eye, and was feeling a bit wary. 3.00 am went blogging and surfing, 3.50 try to get back to sleep. nope. cannot. abah woke up for football match. then the craving starts.

i wanted nasik briyani mamak warta at 4.00 am in d morning. i can even taste the ayam madu on my toungue and it made me drool.

i myself felt this is getting very ridiculous. so trying to comfort myself, and thinking maybe i'm craving because i am very hungy, i went frying some keropok lekor. habis sepinggan. tak jugak. nak briyani jugak. iskkkk!!!

went in for bed again. i woke Jazz up to sleep beside me. kesian dia, tgh sedap-sedap tido umi kacau. but she didn't even cry, she woke up and climbed d bed. and things getting worst, i started crying. FOR NO REASON!!!! aaaaa!!!

abah came in asking if i really want the briyani. i said yes, and i really want the warta one. not Insaf's, not briyani Afghanistan behind warta, i want the one in front of warta. abah said ok, we try go tomorrow or later.

i tried very very hard to go to sleep holding my daughter's hand and with tears still running. i didn't realize wat time i finally fell asleep. then 8.30 am in d morning, i was already up.

here i am. with my bengkak eyes, and still feeling a bit weird and still wanting dat briyani. this is getting so so funny. i am feeling, very, very, very, tired!!!